Absolutely

I think I actually killed myself inside.  Years spent trying to repress emotion, and now lost most geniune feeling altogether. I feel like there's no spark of life left inside me - I don't really feel alive, I don't feel any kind of inspiration about living. I'm tired and restless at the same time. Sometimes I want to cry but can't. I want to write but haven't any words, because there's just nothing left.. nothing left at all. Just this big empty bottomless pit of ... just nothingness.

I don't know how else to say it.

Just

nothing

nothing

nothing

~Tam~